Friends...and the Lack of

The semester is starting to pick up with more work and a ton of reading, of course, but it's good.  I like to stay busy, or else it gets pretty boring here.  I have not really made any new friends here, just the same ones from last year, minus the few that did not come back this year.  It is pretty sad, but oh well, I cannot really do anything, I try to make friends with people but it just never works and I do not know why!  I'm not a loner or anything, I have friends that I hang out with on the weekends and eat food with during the week and stuff, but they are the same as last year.  There is nothing wrong with this, but I was just trying to make some new friends, especially guy friends.  I have no guy friends at all basically, except my roommate Mark.  It is kind of frustrating since I am always hanging out with girls because it seems like they are the only ones I can make friends with; except at this point it seems like I cannot makes friends with anyone, but whatever.  I am still having a good time here, having fun going out on the weekends and stuff so it is all good.  My friends and I have already had a few crazy nights that I will never forget, it has been a lot of fun.
I am missing home a little bit this year, I did not really miss it that much last year, but I am a little bit now.  Not necessarily home, but family some of the people there and stuff.  One friend here invited me to go to Lake Havasu during Spring Break.  I know that is a long time away, but I guess I have to decide soon since the rooms fill up quick with people going there, I heard it is a crazy place to be during Spring Break, so I don't know if I want to go or not.  I may just want to go on my little adventure by myself and use my free ticket to go to Boston or DC or something and just explore the city all alone, that sounds fun to me.

I Do Not Understand

I don't understand some things right now.  Yesterday, I went out with some friends and we all had a good time for the most part.  It seems like the topic of friends seems to always be the cause of my deep thinking and saddened moods.  I went out with some friends again tonight; we walked all the way to some party and then I just had to walk back because I was not feeling it.  I like them, they are nice people and most of them talk to me and try to include me in things and stuff, but then it seems like when I'm there with them I am just invisible.  I know this is not true but that is what it seems like, there are some of them who are more friendly towards me than others and I appreciate it, but the whole thing just makes me sad.  Even if I wanted to take a break from them and hang out with some other friends or something I would not be able to.  I have a couple other friends that don't really hang out with them, but it is just frustrating.  I don't understand why I have such problems making friends.
For example, I met this guy last year at this out of state reception thing.  I see him all over the place, and he seems to know everybody, however he is just two-faced.  Sometimes I will see him and say hi and he'll respond, but then other times when I try to say hello to him he just ignores me and looks at me like I'm stupid.
I consider myself to be a nice and friendly person, especially towards people I do not know, however I still can't seem to just make friends with someone.  Also, like all of my friends are girls, I don't know why.  It's really irritating I can't ever make any guy friends, my roommate is the one guy friend that I've made since all the time I've been going to school here in Flagstaff, it's really pretty sad.