Post Birthday and A Reflection on Friends

My birthday was on Monday, I turned 19.  I didn't do much, just hung out with my family and stuff, went to Red Lobster and tore up those delicious biscuits.  Maybe I'll do something with some friends at a later date to celebrate, but then I think, "what friends?"  Don't get me wrong, I have a couple good friends, key word being 'couple', but I'm just saying.  Ethan has been my best friend for my entire life and we have times when we hang out lots, and times when we barely talk, but he is still easily one of my best friends.  Jeanee is also a really good friend of mine, we have many memories from middle school all throughout high school and beyond.  I'm glad we have remained friends for this long and know we will continue to be friends for a long time.  Kayla is my "bestestestest friend ever" lol, but really.  We have had our ups and downs, but always come back to our good relationship, even stronger.  Even if we don't talk for a long time, we can just pick up right where we left off and it's like we just talked yesterday.  Especially with twitter and facebook and everything these days, haha.  Kelsey has remained a good friend since graduating high school also.  Sometimes we don't talk, but we have random conversations every now and then, and since she moved to Michigan now it's evident she is a good friend since we still keep in touch.  Stephanie is a really good friend I've made at school.  I know sometimes she got on my nerves and stuff, but when it all boils down, she is a good friend and a good person.  She sent me a birthday card with a drawing of Nicki Minaj that she drew.  We always talk about her and she is a good artist and stuff and I didn't actually think she would draw it but she did!  It is amazing, I love it.

I don't usually like doing things like these because then I feel bad people would be like, "I see how it is, you didn't write anything about me," or something like that, but I don't care.  This is my blog, and I don't even know if anyone reads it anyways.  I just felt like updating it so I feel like I am using it, and don't just have a blog sitting around that hasn't been updated for weeks.

Anyways, as I was saying, those few people are really the only people I've been talking to slash hanging out with this summer.  Everyone else has either made much more friends in college or whatever and so we just don't talk much anymore, if at all.  Or, busy with summer classes, busy with a significant other, or just too busy to text/call me back when I try to initiate a hang out.  I mean one of my good friends didn't even acknowledge my birthday on Monday.  I'm not letting it bother me too much, but I mean, if someone is more than just an acquaintance, you would think their birthday would be something you would know about; send a text, call, facebook or whatever at the least!  Oh well, a lot of people wished me happy birthday through text messages and facebook posts.  I was not expecting so many people to do that!  I mean, I know it tells you when someone's birthday is, but still, and even the more reason it's kind of hard to miss people's birthdays these days.  I was pleasantly surprised, and I had a good day.

Back to what I was talking about in the beginning.  I don't know what I would do to celebrate if I did do anything.  Not many people would be able to do anything though since they all have their own lives and priorities and such.  So I don't know what I would do and with who is basically what I'm trying to say.  I have been hanging out with KP in Seattle and stuff which has been fun.  We're going to the Bite this weekend with some people I believe, so that should be fun.  I guess we'll see what the rest of the summer has in store, hopefully some fun stuff before it's back to school time in August.