Change of Plans

For Spring Break 10 I don't think I will be doing anything spectacular after all.  All the hotels I found require you to be at least 21 to check-in, and so I guess it would be smarter to save my money.  I'm going to buy DJ Hero for my 360 though because its really fun and I like it, but thats less money than those few nights in a hotel.  I may just stay in Flagstaff for the week, the flight out and in to Flagstaff will most likely be full from other students who purchase tickets to fly over spring break and I don't want to have to use more of my father's positive space tickets because I feel bad.  I still want to do something though.  If I find a job I guess I could work a lot and stuff, but thats if I find a job.  Maybe I should go apply at some places off-campus, I could be a server somewhere, that would be fun.  Just like the good 'ol village green days.  Spring break is only a week anyways so it would be weird to go up to Tacoma for that short amount of time.  I would just go down to the valley and visit KP, but she had to move back to the Pacific Northwest a.k.a Tacoma area, so thats sad; that would have been fun!  I think I've decided I'm going to stay here, it will be extremely boring and dead on campus, but whatever.  I can find stuff to do, I'll go on an adventure, but in Flagstaff instead of Boston, haha.  I'm going to buy DJ Hero over the break I think though, if not sooner, so I'm excited about that.

I don't know if my roommate is going to California for the break or not yet.  I'm going to sleep now even though its pretty early for a Friday night, its not even two yet!  I have nothing better to do though, and someone is really irritating me.  The BSU community service for Saturday morning is cancelled, they sent out an e-mail Friday night at 11:30pm letting us know, psh.  She texts me asking if I saw it and I said, "yeah figures...oh well."  That group has been known to be flaky in the past, its just how they are and its whatever.  How DARE she turn around and accuse me of being negative and not listen to what she says.  Um okay, really?  I have always been known as a good listener and stuff, and positive about everything.  Sure, I complain a little bit about stupid assignments or a class I don't like, but its not really serious and nothing compared to her complaining.  All she does is talk about herself, all the effing time, seriously!  "Oh everyone around is happy in a relationship, blah blah blah, I want a boyfriend, blah blah blah.  Its even more annoying because she does it in person, and then complains about that same stuff, plus more, on facebook; just extremely irritating, making it seem like shes trying to get people to feel sorry for her.  She can never be wrong about anything too.  If I say she said this, then shell be like, "no, I said this" and change like one word.  She just likes arguing, but I refuse to argue with her so I just quit texting or start being quiet.

"Ok well y dnt u try leading a conversation in the direction u want it to go and maybe we could avoid those topics that are bothersome to u.  Sound gd?"

That is the message I got back when I told her she talks about herself a lot.  Wow.  Even the way she texts annoys me; thats bad.  Its just amazing how she can just push all my buttons to make me so frustrated I just don't know what to do sometimes.  I guess thats why I have to write it out here, and if she sees this so what, I don't care.  I'm too nice.  I am going to start saying exactly what is on my mind next time she talks rudeness to me, if I hurt her feelings oh well, every other little thing hurts her feelings anyways so it doesn't even matter.  I'm done getting all worked up about her and her bull.

Like a good friend said, "Just relax and don't worry cause shit really doesn't matter."  This really is true, even my coach said something similar, well not really similar but I was telling her about the class I didn't like (Fragments and Ruins) and she was just like, " Just give it your best and stuff but don't stress about it, cause in the end its just a class."  That is very true its just a class and shit really doesn't matter in the end.